I cried for half an hour tonight ( Read more... )

Ever had one of those days when you can't decide how you feel?
I'm having one of those.

Too many highs and lows. It's tiring. I just want to sleep for days.

Thus follows a discussion I had with my mother this morning:

( Ranty Rant McRant )

I think maybe I'll give up on being cared about ( Read more... )

You hurt me.

I shouldn't have given you the power to do that.
and the worst part? You don't even care. and you won't even know.

I'm loosing my grip on reality. I don't know what to make of anything anymore. I'm drowning in this and I just can't find the air to breathe anymore.

I thought the days when i chocked on my own tears were gone.
I was

Ever stood in the middle of a crowded room and felt invisible? Like everyone's looking through you? Some people wish for it. it's not so great when you have it.

I'm sorry I get so lost in my head sometimes.
I appreciate the people who help pull me out. <3

I'm angry. I want to break something. I want to say horrible, hurtful things I will regret later. I want to storm and rage and slam doors.

I'm not that person.
So i blog and get over it.

I felt like sharing this. I'm not even sure it has a point ( Read more... )

I almost never talk about myself, really talk, with any particulars. I emo sometimes (a lot), but I don't usually talk about anything too personal. I'm pretty sure most of you know the reason for that ( Read more... )

I want to cry.
I want to break things.
I want to hit people.
I want to yell.
I want to scream.
I want to slam doors.
I want to tell them all to shut the fuck up.
I want to make someone hear me.
I want to get out of here.
I want to.

But I can't.